Post by bailen william holmes on Nov 29, 2008 20:55:12 GMT -5
`go shake it BAILEN !
`don't waste my time. i'm too important for that.
age; fourteen.
rp experience; three years.
how you found us; from sticks, stones, and techno :]
contact; pm me ?
other charries; nopeee.
other; nahh.
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`where the hell is my chiffon.
`i can't seem to get myself into motion.
`i can't seem to get myself into motion.
but it's okay everyone calls me; bailen.
i popped outta my mom's bajingo; october 26 1990; seventeen.
actually i'm some sort of; scorpio
this place was such a shit hole; st.cloud , minnesota.
ah, so like paradisefor me; minneapolis , minnesota.
i don't look it but i'm actually; almost fully french, a little german.
it's just the way the wind blows; heterosexual.
baddest bitch all up and through here; maybe memories , lead vocalist.
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`designers, look out for andrae.
`tim gunn and andrae at the red lobster.
`tim gunn and andrae at the red lobster.
you know i could just swim in those; dark brown.
does the carpet match the drapes; his natural hair color is a light brown. he's constantly coloring , and messing with it though. currently, it's dark brown and blond.
i wish i could lose like three pounds; 133 lbs. no lie.
she looks like a freakin giraffe; 6'-6'1''. around there.
and then i got one on my ass; nope.
they always seem to notice my; huge eyes, crooked smile, extremely tall and skinny.
you'll never see me without my; Bailen is your average band guy. Complete with the long hair, and tight jeans. Bailen is extremely tall, and dangerously thin. He weighs less than a lot of women, and he's 6'1'' ! Bailen's best feature, in his opinion, is his hair. He obsesses over it. Before shows, it takes him about an hour to style it, even though it shouldn't take too long, since he doesn't do anything to it! He has to be sure he's looking his absolute best before he goes out in public. Bailen's eyes are dark brown, and huge. He has a crooked smile, and a long skinny nose.
As far as Bailen's clothing style, he dresses as most people on tour dress. He's usually very casual. A tight t-shirt, or v-neck with tight jeans, and nike dunks. You won't see Bailen too often, without an American Apparel hoodie. When he wants to "spice things up" he wears v-necks with an unbuttoned suit vest. It's not too often though. Another thing, Bailen wears low rise pants, so his boxers are usually visible. He's not too original in the way he dresses.
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`it's a motherfucking walk off.
`looks like barefoot appalachain lil' abner barbie.
`looks like barefoot appalachain lil' abner barbie.
alcohol.
sex.
women.
attention.
late nights.
partying.
performing.
his band.
being on tour.
fans.
wasting time.
getting drunk.
being rude.
chinese food.
tv.
the color yellow.
american apparel.
v-neck t-shirts.
most music.
hats.
his hair.
affection.
getting his way.
snow.
i'm about to get wickety-wack all over;
hangovers.
his parents.
minnesota.
liars.
being judged.
rednecks.
humidity.
rain.
early mornings.
reality tv.
commitment.
steady relationships.
being proven wrong.
boredom.
double standards.
needy people.
it's like my signature kinda thing;
singing.
confident.
optimistic.
good leader.
oh god not this again, i so suck;
women.
alcohol.
parties.
alcohol.
ohh, and alcohol :]
it's like children of the corn but worse;
commitment.
the band falling apart, or not getting anywhere.
his parents trying to contact him again.
you know one day i'm going to;
to "make it big" in the music industry.
to get sober on his own
to one day get married, no time soon, since bailen and commitment don't click.
if the band doesn't work , one day attend college.
it's just this weird innate thing;
not being able to sit still.
can't pay attention.
always making noise.
playing with his hair, fixing his bangs , etc.
messing with zippers, when he's wearing hoodies.
chewing on his lip/ biting his tongue.
clicking his teeth.
some things just make me scream;
easy (no lie, bailen's fond of easy girls.)
good teeth.
funny.
optimistic.
piercings (within reason)
sweet
affectionate
fun
confident
that is the most disgusting thing ever;
pessimists
TOO many piercings.
needy
naive
TOO many tattoos.
you best remember this bitch;
• EGOTISTICAL probably the thing that stands out most about bailen, is his self esteem. Bailen is the very opposite of humble, and has no problem complimenting himself in public. It's not a bad thing, in most cases, to be confident about yourself, but bailen takes it over the top. Some do it for attention, but he honestly believes he has no flaws. Bailen is very confident about his head of hair. To feed his already enormous self esteem, he spends, roughly and hour on his hair before a show, to keep himself looking sharp. He's very worried about his "image". Like his quote, at the top. He actually believes he's too important for anyone.
• INSECURE it's probably hard to understand, since he's so confident, and egotistical, that bailen could possibly be insecure, but he is. His number one fear is commitment, because he's too insecure to let himself fall for somebody. Getting married was the hardest thing bailen had ever done. He was terrified to commit. Still, even though he's happy, Bailen sometimes doubts the marriage, even if everything seems stable. He'll never let anyone catch on to his doubts though.
• HUMOROUS though bailen has his faults, and can drive people over the edge, his sense of humor does earn him a lot of points. bailen will do anything to get somebody to smile or laugh, even if that means making a complete fool out of himself. Though, Bailen sometimes says things before thinking them through, and says hurtful things. Also, he jokes around during serious times, to avoid awkward situations. During those times, his jokes aren't appreciated, since most of them are somewhat perverted. They would be appreciated much more of he thought things through.
• MOODY bailen's a bit feminine. He experiences mood swings frequently. He can go from ecstatic, to a temper tantrum in little to no time. It doesn't take much to spark on of these changes in attitude. A little detail said, or something forgotten can get bailen raging. He's a hard person to understand.
• ALCOHOLIC yes, probably his biggest flaw, Bailen is a drunk. He has yet to come to grip with the fact that he's addicted. He simply claims to like partying, and drinking "spices it up". To be honest, Bailen also struggles with a cocaine addiction. Bailen's underage, which doesn't help. He isn't too open about his drug and drinking issues with his band, including his wife. He's not embarrassed, just prefers to keep his problems to himself. After all, he's not looking for help. With Bailen's prior experiences, people who cared about him, tried to help, when he didn't want it.
• FLIRTATIOUS bailen is extremely flirtatious. even when in a relationship, he flirts with almost every girl he can. he doesn't have bad intentions necessarily, it's just his nature. bailen will go anything to make a girl smile.
• PROTECTIVE even though bailen is selfish, and cares mostly for himself, he doesn't like when people mess with the ones he cares about. He's very protective, and his violent temper will show if he thinks somebody is being mistreated, though, he thinks he can mistreat people. He's actually quite the hypocrite, he's allowed to mistreat people, including his friends, but other people can't mistreat his friends. In the long run, his protection is useless in the end, he's scrawny and could never take on a physical fight, in the first place.
• HYPER&HIGH MAINTENANCE bailen has a lot of energy, and can't sit still for long. he needs to be doing something at all times. he whines when he has nothing to do, and constantly has a new demand handy, once he's finished completing the prior one. when bailen has nothing to do, he sometimes gets destructive, and pulls , and peels, and breaks things.
• INTELLIGENT though bailen doesn't act like it, he's actually very intelligent. he just doesn't put his mind to good use, he rather, plays dumb, so he's not asked to do anything constructive. when bailen actually does put his mind to work, it's not for good. he's always thinking up crazy, stupid, and possibly dangerous plans that have no apparent point.
• JUDGEMENTAL although bailen hates it when people judge him, just because he was raised rich, or because he drinks, or because he's in a alternative type band, he's extremely judgemental. he usually labels people by first impressions, and doesn't usually change his though on somebody. he's very set in his ways.
• VIOLENT TEMPER when bailen gets mad, there's no calming him. when he's mad, he yells, and swears, and breaks things. he's always complaining, and angry, though, when a temper tantrum his triggered, it's a thousand times worse than anything you normally see from bailen. it's extremely easy to trigger a tantrum , and impossible to calm him.
• ARROGANT bailen has the mindset "i'm better than everybody, period." being in a band has only strengthened that mindset. because of the way his parent's raised him, bailen has grown to think that nobody can quite compare to how amazing he is. his wife will probably help with that, and be able to bring him to reality a little bit.
• AFFECTIONATE though, all of these flaws, and his anger issues. To the people he loves, bailen can be very affectionate and loving. you'd barely be able to tell that it's the same person , from when bailen's mad , and when he's around the people he cares about most. bailen can be one of the sweetest people.
• LIAR bailen lies regularly, and is good at it. he lies about his alcohol use, his cocaine use, his past, his family, and many other things. he's very experienced with lying, and can see right through most liars. he can fool almost anyone.
• IMMATURE bailen acts very immature. when he doesn't get his way , he pouts. he doesn't work hard, and lives to mess around , rather than get anything done. he's twenty, and nowhere near grown up.
• STUBBORN when bailen sets his mind to something , he will get it done. he's very hard headed , and there's no changing his views or outlook on anything. bailen's a very hard person to understand.
• MANWHORE i'm not going to lie. bailen gets around. he doesn't see a problem with it, considering he's living a band member's life, and thinks that it's expected of him.
• ROMANTIC even though bailen gets around, he can be quite romantic when he's in relationships, or with somebody he actually cares about. he doesn't put much effort in to the girls he sleeps with though.[/size][/ul]
`lighten up it's just fashion.
`daniel, you're almost completely on the floor.
`daniel, you're almost completely on the floor.
madeline louise holmes. 44. realtor.
vincent micheal holmes. 47. attorney.
it's cause you were dropped as a child; none, he's a selfish, spoiled only child.
that's what i'll look like when i'm old;
vincents:
micheal douglas holmes. 67. retired attorney.
hannah patricia holmes. 66. retired teacher.
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madelines:
william ronald rook. 68. retired surgeon.
janet louise rook. 68. house wife.
you know the different kind of uncle;
Andrew Douglas Holmes. 41. Construction Worker
Divorced.
- - -
Madeline was an only child.
and the one that looks like a rat;
Jason Andrew Holmes. 22. College in Cleveland.
pretty freakin sure we're not related; no other close family members.
yea they used to eat my shoelaces;
Cassius. 2. Dog.
it's like hell but only faster; October 26th. It was snowing, normal Minnesota weather, and Vince and Maddy Holmes had just been introduced their pride and joy. He was beautiful, and perfect, and innocent. They were sure this little boy would be the perfect son, the best thing they could ever ask for. The thing missing in their life. Bailen William Holmes meant so much to his parents. They lived their lives for him. They went out to work everyday, leaving him in a preschool, so they could buy him whatever he wanted, as he grew. They payed for the best daycare, so that Bailen would be well taken care of. They worked through the nights, and spent hours trying to make a living. So Bailen's life could be perfect, just like him. All through Bailen's childhood years, something was missing though. His parents. It's probably he reason he turned out to be such a fuck up. At least that's who he liked to blame it on. Rather than himself having no self control, but, I'll explain that later.
Bailen grew to be a spoiled brat. A three years old, he swore, demanded, and threw tantrums. Anything to get what he wanted, right? Bailen had no discipline. It wasn't the day care's job to teach him rules and regulations. They were just in the picture to make sure Bailen didn't injure himself, or get in to any trouble while his parents were at work. He could go weeks without showing an affection or love to his parents. All they did was work for him, and he demanded. He wanted more and more. They couldn't control him. You have to know somethings going wrong when you can't control your three year old child. Still, Maddy and Vince went on, naive, and oblivious to the fact that they were creating a monster, by not giving this three year old a stable home life, and some kind of parental figure. How didn't they catch this, early on?
The preschool teachers had tried to warn his parents that they needed to get their child under control before kindergarten. They saw nothing wrong with their little angel, and continued on in their own little world. In kindergarten, Bailen threw things, swore at the teacher, threw tantrums, and "played too rough". All through elementary school, Bailen tested every teachers limits. No adult could control the scrawny, hot tempered child. No matter how dire the punishment, Bailen never learned. Not a day went by in the classroom, where the teacher could get Bailen to even behave like a normal student. Every year, Bailen got worse. Demanding more. Interrupting more. His temper tantrums were more severe. Not a person had succeeded at even affecting Bailen's destructive ways. He didn't mean anything by it. He was the class clown, and wanted to make people laugh. When he didn't get his way, or when the teacher tried to stop his misbehavior, that's when his intentions turned bad.
By ten years old, Bailen was skipping school, leaving as soon as his mother's car disappeared from view. He was caught by the principle, and his parents were called in to a meeting, still. They saw absolutely nothing wrong with Bailen. They would tell Bailen, "Honey, we love you. Please stop." Their request for Bailen to "please stop" had absolutely no affect on the rambuncious little boy.
At thirteen, Bailen was only attending school, roughly three days a week. He had started drinking, with his friends, and their older siblings. One night, he was caught by his naive parents. They couldn't believe their eyes. Their pride and joy couldn't be imperfect. Where'd they been? Bailen had been heading steadily down his path since a very young age, and they let this fly passed them, because they were too busy working to support Bailen, to notice their own son. His father was steaming when they caught him drinking, while Bailen's mother still tried to come up with excuses for his rebelling. "Vince, it's a cry for attention. We've been too busy to see that Bailen needs us." Bailen couldn't stand hearing that. It was the same thing he heard every time he was in trouble. This misbehavior may have started as a cry for attention, but it wasn't anymore. He could do without them, anyway.
It wasn't until he was almost fifteen that his parents finally decided to take control. When they found a packet of cocaine in his room. They had experimented with it, when he was at his friends. Getting kicked out is still foggy. Whether is was from the cocaine, or the shock that his parents were finally taking control, he couldn't tell. They told him to pack his things and leave the house. They gave him money and told him to take care of himself, but they couldn't handle him anymore. His mother sat on the couch sobbing, while his dad held her, murmuring something like "where did we go wrong?" as Bailen packed his things and left the house. He was in Minneapolis. What was a fourteen year old boy, with no street sense, raised in a rich family, and confused from cocaine use, supposed to do? Finally he figured it out.
With the money his parents gave him, he took a greyhound to Cleveland, where he was going to live with his cousin, Jason. Through the rest of the year, until when school started next september, Bailen became more of an alcoholic, and a raging drug user. He was only fifteen. His cousin couldn't have cared less. All his cousin would say was "Bailen, if you want to fuck up your life, don't come crying to me when you have nothing." Finally, Bailen sobered up enough to enroll in school in September. He wanted to get his diploma. While in high school in Cleveland, he met what would become Maybe Memories. Focusing on the band helped him stay sober, for the time being. Before they started the tour, Bailen dropped out of high school, a few months before getting his diploma. That year or two of sobriety was thrown out the window after a week out of school. Now, Bailen's still a druggie and a raging alcoholic. He loves his life.
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`i'm not your usual uncle nick.
`look at my wickety-wack trim. i mean, really.
`look at my wickety-wack trim. i mean, really.
it's six am in the morning middle of winter; anything else
you must be smelling your own crotch;
Alex leaned back against the couch slightly, looking around the deserted lounge area. Not a lot of people were backstage at the moment, the ones who were, were setting up for the first show, which was being held at the venue, three nights later. Tomorrow was the banquet, and the next night was the kickoff party, then the first show of the tour began. He began quietly humming an unidentifiable song, , pulling his knees to his chest, and putting his feet on the couch, though, still leaving his arm draped around Emily. The few people who did wander by the open lounge door, gave him awkward stares, he knew what they were thinking. "When his he going to make his move?!" or "Everyone knows he likes her." People thought it was so obvious that Alex had something for Emily, even though it was hard to believe. Alex wasn't one to ever actually like a girl, or get in to a relationship. He got drunk, and slept around. One night stands were more Alex's thing than having a girlfriend, only one of the several reasons, that he kept coming up with, for not making a move on his best friend.
He chuckled as she replied about Benji. "That's why you're lucky you have me..." Alex began, keeping a straight face, despite the idiocy and obvious sarcasm of his comment. "I'm the smart drunk." Liar. Alex was completely stupid when he was drunk, and usually did incredibly dumb, embarrassing things. Though, they didn't faze him much. Oh, this kickoff party would show all the tour members the real Alex Ganfield, not the one who actually cares about his responsibilities. It was a ploy to get the presidents of the records companies to like him. He wanted to impress them enough, to where they wouldn't kick him off if he screwed up by his massive party going. He knew that would be happening on tour. He rolled his eyes, he was faking this whole responsibility thing, and it was working.
Putting his feet back down on the floor, Alex leaned forward, pulling Emily against his chest. "Aww, you're on tour. You aren't supposed to be stressed." That's what everyone thought, being on tour wasn't stressful, though for most, it was more stress than ever. It wasn't just playing at the little venues they usually played at anymore. They were playing a national tour, at huge venues with thousands of kids. "And for the record, I don't need taking care of." He was a liar. Emily continually babysat Alex when he was drunk, or else, who knows what he would've done. "I'm a big boy." Truthfully, he needed that girl. He would be nowhere without her. He sighed, Alex needed to stop thinking about her like that.
Her comment made Alex laugh. It was true, even under stress(which wasn't often, considering everybody handled everything for him) he just went out and drank his worries away. "It's easy. You should try it." Emily seemed to be a little bit more conservative than Alex, as far as not giving a shit what happened, as long as he was having fun. She did planning, and she took care of things. Alex, on the other hand, did nothing other than play shows, sign things, get raided by women(as most guys on tour did) and party. It was all too easy. He grinned as she leaned against him slightly. He sighed, in fake annoyance. "Let me rephrase that then, Ms. Specific." He thought for a moment. "I haven't seen you all of tour." Alex's bus had just arrived in Vegas two days ago. He didn't know when Emily got there. "So, you're the reason why I'm tired?" Another sigh of fake annoyance. "Well, at least I don't have a hangover" He smiled quite proudly before slinging his other arm around her as well. He figured, if she asked why he was so..cuddly? today, he could just explain that she'd known him for so long, she should know by now he was clingy.
Alex continued to urge himself to make a move on Emily, something simple, a kiss? He just needed to do something. He was always so carefree and confident, but now, he was overthinking this, and doubting that anything would work between them. He'd liked her for so long, and he'd wanted to tell her just as long, but, between possibly ruining his friendship with her, if he screwed up, and making things awkward between him and Benji, he just wasn't sure. He tilted his head. "Emily.." he began, chewing on his lip, and staring at the doorway.
He chuckled as she replied about Benji. "That's why you're lucky you have me..." Alex began, keeping a straight face, despite the idiocy and obvious sarcasm of his comment. "I'm the smart drunk." Liar. Alex was completely stupid when he was drunk, and usually did incredibly dumb, embarrassing things. Though, they didn't faze him much. Oh, this kickoff party would show all the tour members the real Alex Ganfield, not the one who actually cares about his responsibilities. It was a ploy to get the presidents of the records companies to like him. He wanted to impress them enough, to where they wouldn't kick him off if he screwed up by his massive party going. He knew that would be happening on tour. He rolled his eyes, he was faking this whole responsibility thing, and it was working.
Putting his feet back down on the floor, Alex leaned forward, pulling Emily against his chest. "Aww, you're on tour. You aren't supposed to be stressed." That's what everyone thought, being on tour wasn't stressful, though for most, it was more stress than ever. It wasn't just playing at the little venues they usually played at anymore. They were playing a national tour, at huge venues with thousands of kids. "And for the record, I don't need taking care of." He was a liar. Emily continually babysat Alex when he was drunk, or else, who knows what he would've done. "I'm a big boy." Truthfully, he needed that girl. He would be nowhere without her. He sighed, Alex needed to stop thinking about her like that.
Her comment made Alex laugh. It was true, even under stress(which wasn't often, considering everybody handled everything for him) he just went out and drank his worries away. "It's easy. You should try it." Emily seemed to be a little bit more conservative than Alex, as far as not giving a shit what happened, as long as he was having fun. She did planning, and she took care of things. Alex, on the other hand, did nothing other than play shows, sign things, get raided by women(as most guys on tour did) and party. It was all too easy. He grinned as she leaned against him slightly. He sighed, in fake annoyance. "Let me rephrase that then, Ms. Specific." He thought for a moment. "I haven't seen you all of tour." Alex's bus had just arrived in Vegas two days ago. He didn't know when Emily got there. "So, you're the reason why I'm tired?" Another sigh of fake annoyance. "Well, at least I don't have a hangover" He smiled quite proudly before slinging his other arm around her as well. He figured, if she asked why he was so..cuddly? today, he could just explain that she'd known him for so long, she should know by now he was clingy.
Alex continued to urge himself to make a move on Emily, something simple, a kiss? He just needed to do something. He was always so carefree and confident, but now, he was overthinking this, and doubting that anything would work between them. He'd liked her for so long, and he'd wanted to tell her just as long, but, between possibly ruining his friendship with her, if he screwed up, and making things awkward between him and Benji, he just wasn't sure. He tilted his head. "Emily.." he began, chewing on his lip, and staring at the doorway.
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[/font]and the winner is... of white pages made this not you
steal you die. header and subheader quotes from project runway and rene fris.
no redistribution without credit or a link posted in the correct thread
at the above website. do not change anything
