Post by giselle antoinette beauvais on Nov 25, 2008 19:13:24 GMT -5
g i s e l l e beauvais
[/i][/SIZE][/color][/font]it feels good to lose control of everything[/color][/font]
[/center]e v e r y t h i n g seems to be constant
[/i][/color][/font][/size]shifts direction and divides what we know
inseparable one devotion to an empty moment can you stay tonight? silence brok
attached at the hip en with words unspoken now she’s on her knees. no more feel
practically family ing so useless can i beg once more she said taking with arms wi
partners in crime de open, longing for sleep again. the air is clearing again we’re
best boy breathing, water turns to wine, the day is tired the nights inside her, no
best girl w she is alive. no more feeling so useless can i beg for one more she sai
best friend d taking with arms wide open longing for sleep again, but now i’m awa
top ten ke, but now, i’m awake, but now, i’m awake. keep breathing till you feel s
confidant something take my breath away, keep breathing til you feel something
family friends take my breath away! feeling so useless can i beg for once more sh
childhood friends e said; taking with arms wide open longing for sleep tonight, bu
college friend t now, i’m awake, but now i’m awake. alone at last together in a ph
high school friend otograph our eyes are always open devoted to perfection throu
school friend gh silence. what am i supposed to do, should i sit, wait for you, liste
family friend n to me screaming more. the story is old only to those who have no
close friend hope the truth can be bought or sold but what are we buying? nothin
good friend g but silence. tell me now, what am i supposed to do? should i sit, wa
casual friend it for you, listen to me screaming more? what am i supposed to do,
frenemy should i sit, wait for you, listen to me screamin more? fold the corners, b
on and off reak the silence, fold the corners just for tonight, fold the corners, brea
secret friends k the silence, when weakened when will you rise? today’s on fire, th
forbidden friends e sky is bleeding above me and i am blistered. i walk these lines
party buddy of blasphemy ever day and still like a bad storm i’m falling faster do
drinking buddy wn to earth. she’s the only one who knows what it is to burn. i fee
lunch friend l diseased is there no sympathy from the sun? the sky’s still fire but i
inner circle am safe in here from the world out there. so tell me, what’s the price
outer circle to pay for glory? like a bad star i’m falling faster down to her, she’s th
same clique e only one who knows what it is to burn. today is fire and she burn’s,
same house today is fire and she burns, she burns, she burns. the storm is bad to
prankster buddy night so how could i awake without you here? your pictures on t
pen pal he wall, you haven’t called but i will wait for you. to her own reflection sh
email friend e says i will wait for you. to her own reflection she says i will hold on,
internet friend to her own reflection she says i will be strong. the storm is letting
study buddy up but it won’t die if you weren’t wrong was i? your picture still rema
flirty friend ins, but i wonder are you still the same? to her own reflection she say
gossip friends i will hold on, to her own reflection she says i will be strong. am i lo
bitchy friend sing you, am i losing you? i’m waiting, i’m waiting till its over, it’s ov
annoying friend er now. i’m waiting, i’m waiting till its over, its over now. can’t yo
friend of a friend u see, that i wanna be there with open arms? it’s empty tonight,
teammates and i’m all alone, get me through this one. do you notice i’m gone, w
wish you were my friend here do you run too, so far away? i want you to know th
wish i was your friend at i miss you, i miss you so, i want you to know that i miss
new friend you, i miss you so. i’m writing again these letters to you, how much i k
enemies turned friends now, but i’m not sleeping and you not here and that stops
fake friend my heart. do you notice that i’m gone? where do you run to so far? i
acquaintances want you to know that i miss you, i miss you just too much for life. [/b][/size]
f a r beyond the reach of prediction[/i][/color][/font][/size]
lies a promise of a break in the code
go to hell helpless, my eyes are bleeding from the fear that’s inside, you seale
just die d your demise when you took what was mine don’t try and stop me fr
hardcore hatred om avenging this world no voice to be heard; waking the dem
you hate me on, where do you run to? walking in shadows, watch the blood flo
i hate you w. there’s not much longer so don’t try and fight, your body’s weake
influenced hatred ning walk to the light, those painful times so alone so asham
irrational hatred ed, i’m not coming back, there’s nothing to gain. caution, ther
disliked by me e’s just no limits to the boundaries you push i’ve warned you bu
disliked by you t you just still fuck with my mind, there’s no escape from this r
backstabbed by me age that i feel, nothing is real. waking the demon, where’d
backstabbed by you you run to? walking in shadows, watch the blood flow. the
enemies based on values re’s not much longer so don’t try and fight, your body
enemies based on alliance ‘s weakening, walk to the light. those painful times s
i dislike you o alone, so ashamed, i’m not coming back, there is nothing to gain.
you dislike me breathe for me, don’t wake me from this slumber, stay with me,
mutual dislike possession taking over, breathe for me, don’t wake me from this
plain out loathing slumber, stay with me, possession taking over, waking the de
jealousy mon. with bloodshot eyes i watch you sleeping, the warmth i feel besid
cheated on you e me slowly fading, would she hear me, if i called her name, wo
cheated on me uld she hold me if she knew my shame? there’s always somethin
can't trust you g different going wrong… the path i walk’s in the wrong direction,
can't trust me there’s always someone fucking hanging on, can anybody help me
scared of you make things better? your tears don’t fall, they crash around me, h
scared of me er conscience calls the guilty to come home, your tears don’t fall th
envious of me ey crash around me, her conscience calls the guilty to come home.
envious of you the moment’s died, i hear no screaming, the visions left inside me
apathy are slowly fading, would she hear me, if i called her name, would she hold
friends turned enemies me, if she knew my shame? this battered room i’ve seen
intimidated by me before the broken bones they heal no more, no more, with my
intimidated by you last breath i’m choking, will this ever end i’m hoping, my worl
family turned enemies d is over one more time. lets go! your tears don’t fall, the
opposing team/side y crash around me, her conscience calls the guilty to come h
miscommunication ome. once more i’ll say goodbye to you, things happen but w
spreading rumors about me e don’t really know why, if it’s supposed to be like th
spreading rumors about you is, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? oh
assuming i won’t like you yeah. torn apart at the seams of my dreams turn to te
assuming you won’t like me ars, i’m not feeling this situation, run away tryin’ to
i think you're a jerk find that safe place you can’t hide, it’s the best place to be w
you think i'm a jerk hen you’re feeling like me, me, all these things i hate revolve
enemy of a friend around me, me, just back off before i snap. once more you tell
friend of an enemy those lies to me, why can’t you just be straight up with hones
competitor ty? when you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me w
house rivalry hat you wanna hear? wear your heart on your sleeve make things h
clique rivalry ard to believe, i’m not feeling this situation, run away trying to find
unfriendly rivalry a safe place you can’t hide, it’s the best place to be when you’re
friendly rivalry feeling like me, it’s the best place to be when you’re me, me, all th
taking your place ese things i hate revolve around me, me, just back off before i
taking my place snap, and you’ll see, all these things i hate revolve around me, ju
you like my lover st back off before i snap. torn apart of the seams of my dreams,
i like your lover turn to tears, i’m not feeling this situation, run away try to find a
verbal abuse safe place you can’t hide, it’s the best place to be when you’re me m
physical abuse e, all these things i hate revolve around me, just back off before i
sexual abuse snap. now is your time to die, we’ve gathered here to say goodbye,
mind games no more you’ll cry, no reason left for you to fight. feel pain no more
frustration emotions never felt before where do we go, we go she’ll never know, h
you annoy me olding onto you to keep you from falling your eyes are closing now
i annoy you another chapter’s ending. hard times we saw there’s nothing left of y
indifference ou no more, fear has no place, no place, cover up her face. holding o
tolerated n to you, to keep you from falling, your eyes are closing now another ch
avoidance apters ending, this is our last goodbye, this is our last goodnight. holdi
assosciation ng on to you, cover up her face, holding onto you… to keep you from
nothing in common falling. holding onto you, to keep from falling your eyes are c
acquaintance losing now, another chapter’s ending, this is our last goodnight, goo
friends turned enemies dbye! this is our last goodnight goodbye! our last goodbye[/font][/b]
j u s t before the black swan arises[/i][/color][/font][/size]
the horizon will be invisible
married that boy’s a hoxton hero skinny fit jeans and dressed in pink how he dres
engaged ses i care zero as long as he don’t steal my drink. that girl’s an indie cin
betrothed dy lego haircut and a polka dot dress, i don’t care if she think’s she’s in
true love die, how she’s different is anyone’s guess. you’ve got your skin tight col
in love ours on the floor, with all your white lies every slut and whore, all the ban
final d boys in your specs and sneakers we got your back now its time to blow the
spouse speaker i went to a rave and it got real moody, how can a screwface have
current a good time, was he deprived of his mothers booby i doubt he’s had a life
future of grime, i went to a gig but nobody danced, everybody was far too cool, a
potential future ll the kiddies they just stood there is it the same at their public sc
smitten hool? you’ve got your skin tights colours on the floor, with all your white l
secret romance ies every slut and whore, all the band boys in their specs and sne
on and off dating akers we got your back, now its time to blow the speaker, i stay
highschool sweethearts hard like metal, you could never merk me, dirty like skett
childhood sweethearts le, i kill germs like dettol get mucky, but i will never settle;
platonic bond yeah, i’m an indie limey, and i like it grimy, and i rave with a grin i’
mutual crush m not too cool for the next big thing, i don’t wanna fuck about, i wa
crush on me nt a good time and that’s why i’m out, and you look silly when you p
crush on you ut on your best myspace pout. that boy’s a hoxton hero skinny fit je
i think you’re hot ans and dressed in pink, how he dresses i care zero as long as h
you think i’m hot e don’t steal my drink, that girl’s an indie cindy lego haircut and
infatuation a polka dot dress, how she’s different is anyone’s guess. i’m walking w
i’m letting you in ounded on the ground, but i will stand here tall; if you want a w
you’re letting me in ar with me then bring your bee, if you want a war then you’v
you’re intriguing me e got war. you tried to rip me but i don’t tear and i don’t car
i’m intriguing you e my skin is thick now i’ve learnt these lessons years before thi
physical attraction s time i’m ready for your war. i should have put this flame out
lust years ago but you burnt my house down and i won’t move and as i stand her
chemistry e alone in the dust i’ve got nothing to lose cos i’ve seen your ways and
lusting you i know your plans coz i’ve been around and i’ve seen this place before
lusting me i won’t do this anymore if you want war then you’ve got war so pick yo
innocent flirting ur friends out i’ll take my place out and you’ll take yours load you
not so innocent flirting r guns up and we’ll declare ex lovers war i should of seen t
fuck buddies his years before but now i’m ready for your war i should have closed
make out buddies these borders years ago but you left me somewhere i know wel
friends with benefits l and as i stand here in no mans land i contemplate your atta
enemies with benefits ck i’ve seen your ways and i know your plans coz i’ve been
sadomasochist relationship around and i’ve seen this place before; i won’t do this
destructive anymore but if you want war then you’ve got war. you can try and hu
fling rt me i’ll just come back for more. come along mate, you gotta cheer up i kn
drunken fling ow down on your luck but don’t be down in the dumps, don’t be do
flirting wn in the dumps, i know you’re down on your luck but you’ve got to listen
drunken flirts up. coz real lads they don’t sink, they brush it off, they hold up, the
one night stand y take it on the chin, and nice girls won’t leave you out of the poc
sexual tension ket, won’t make you buy all their mates their drinks, then leave yo
hot and cold u there to sock it. and oh he’s only gone and done it, she’s dumped
tempting me him again, and oh, he’s only gone and done it again. so tell me strai
tempting you ght now, are you with one of those guys, who always needs the has
teasing sle and stress in their lives and switches on and off from girlie to girl misf
fleeting glances ortune always turning your world. mr misfortune we need to sort
divorced you out and all our friends agree that since the age of fourteen you’ve pl
past – still chemistry ayed to lose and took the blues you need a slap on the chee
past – good terms k coz now it’s gone too far you need a swift reminder to lick yo
past – i want you back ur straightener scars and dry your eyeliner, and oh he’s on
past – you want me back ly gone and done it she’s gone and dumped him again h
past – bad terms e’s only gone and done it again for the last time possible to him. [/size][/b]
f a r beyond the realm of perception[/i][/color][/font][/size]
our assumptions dissipate in the flood
love/hate the town he came from it was typical england his mother loved him but
mixed feelings she loved her new husband the teachers at school found him out a
close family no-hoper just another waste of teenage strength – a soldier quick fri
distant family day evening, he takes a sip from the bottle he’s with the boys agai
hated family n and they’re up for trouble a pack of wolves he always better be hu
disowned family nting a local man made the mistake to confront them, and as he
unknown family sits there alone in his room head in his knees blood on his hands
forgotten family through a heartless attack and he’s so ashamed covering his eye
future family s of the poor man’s gaze forever it will stay. set this straight its not
good influence over me out your grasp, fix yourself up bruv and step off the warp
good influence over you ath your path is never preordained, no two lives can ever
bad influence over me be the same, go, take a leap of faith. you can turn and figh
bad influence over you t need to jump this life you could escape free now from th
respecting you ese confines, go, three years ago she had a baby at fifteen the ne
respecting me xt minute was a repeat of history one bedroom council flat her fath
protective over me er beats her, but as the time passed he disappeared six mont
protective over you hs later and he’s back on the scene, he’s lost his job and he n
allies eeds her to feast, still got that glint in his eye, still got that vicious right han
admiration d, that was the time to make her stand, making her stand. don’t jump
you’re my role model i know this time is the past. fix yourself up, grab onto the lif
i’m your role model e raft, your path is never preordained no two lives can ever b
you inspire me e the same, go, take a leap of faith, that a leap of faith, take a lea
i inspire you p of faith. your conscience jilted with your options failing you have n
i idolize you o allies or a team search for these fragments of esteem, of esteem. g
you idolize me o, don’t jump I know this time is the past, fix yourself up grab ont
you stalk me o this life raft. go, set this straight its not out your grasp fix yourself
i stalk you up bruv and step off the warpath you can turn and fight, you can jump
i obsess over you this life, you can escape free now from these confines, your pat
you obsesses over me h is never preordained no two lives will ever be the same…
classmates be the same. go! take a leap of faith, take a leap of faith. crank it up!
bandmates if you’re by the stereo i’m telling you to whack that up! and even if yo
roommates ur not could you please make sure that you get the fuck up! it’s no jo
teacher/student king around i’m telling you to show some love! please can you sh
you’re tutoring me ow some love? rip the tune off the compact disk and drag and
i’m tutoring you drop into your favourites playlist convert to mpthree and give it fi
emotional support ve stars in your itunes library, set as your profile song and sho
other, specify w the hipsters your first quote, this one, bluetooth it to your phone.
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[/font][/b][/center]and before you quite reading this there are a few credits as well as terms and
conditions to finalize, okay? i’ll start with the terms. anyway, this plotpage has
200+ options on it. so be creative. use multiple options! they are there after all
to be used. they aren’t just pretty colours after all. anyway make sure that your
icons are all matching and are of a good quality. i hate to sound snobbish and
junk but horrible texty bad quality images just make it look cheap and tacky and
that’s not really the look i was aiming for if i’m honest. also if you post here you
should definitely expect a post back, since i’m dead dead kind. on with the credits!
so all the titles are by story of the year, from the song black swan which is bloody
brilliant and you should definitely have a listen. All the lyrics are from various
artists, including hadouken!, bullet for my valentine and finch! i think that’s about
all i have for the credits department now. hahaha. enjoy it bbz!
